holis. report slips.

holidays have jus arrived.. mixed feelings all abt.. dunno to feel great, fun or is it moody and sian. jus the first sunday and i feel so damn bored. *yawn* nobody at home. jus me me and me. daddy go ah di's hse, mummy go work, jie go fren's hse do project and kris go tuition. and i'm all alone at home. super sian. decided to watch on some vcds at home which i didnt managed to watch all tis while.. heh heh. like elf, brother bear, monster and dumplings. seems like i've grown to be more childlike. hehe. watching all those vcds. it's alrite. i noe u r luffing ur heads off looking thru tis entry. nvm. got back my progress slip. so disappointed wif my grades. esp for my chinese. from an A1 i drop.. not 1 or 2 grades.. but 7 grades. a min of 35 marks gone. all thanks to the moe. wif the new format. i've to pull up my socks. i've got to do dat. my geo.. onli a JUS pass. 5o marks. hais. feel so sorry towards mdm sim~ i realli did wanna get good grades for my geo.. cos i noe i cant do well in my combined humanities.. my emath marks was worst.. jus a mere pass. a 53. mdm ho was like nagging me:"wei-qi, i realised ur amath not bad arh.. but wad happened to ur emath??" dat's wad she said when we was walking towards sch one day.. so embrassing =( overall, it's jus alrite. however.. i feel that dere are more improvements to be made.. i've improved for most of my subjects =D yea! my results for progress report.. (top: term 1, bottom: term 3) I DID IMPROVED! y cant mummy understand how much i've been studying? how come no one did realise i did study, i did work hard? when mummy see my chinese marks, den she scold me and compared wif jie's marks.. and wad abt daddy? all he did was to compared my physics marks wif jie jie. everyone onli noe how to compare my poor subjects wif others. cant they compared my better marks? did anyone say" wow! u've a great improvement for.." or "u are so good in.."? no. no one did dat. no one seems to understand how i'm feeling. no one seems to care wad i'm doing, how i feel about all tis. in the past, u will be there. helping me; consoling me. but where can i find someone like u? i seems to have lost u since time slipped away. i deperately nid someone to tok to.